I'm not dead

I realise i habven't been on since christmas. I have kind of shut myself away in the deep dark months. I have been on a bit of a downer and really needed to not winge!
Ok my news
i am kind of back with shy guy but things are as odd as ever. I have told him that the feelings aren't going to grow that i do enjoy his company but love won't be in the air. He kind of seems fine with that as long as i am with him. He has said that he will give it until april and see how he is feeling then.

i did really well on my uni essays one first and two 2:1

i swear i am the fattest woman alive ...god damn beer!

this term at uni i am struggling, it all kind of seems like bullshit. I just have to do the essays and keep with it. I am so lame at keeping enthusiasm.

not seeing anymore psychologisty people. i think i am beyond help :))

i have been thinking of everyone on here and missing them, but just needed time to clear my head.

23 Comments to I'm not dead

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- deleted user (Visitor)
- http://menomamauk.blog.co.uk
- 2008-02-12 @ 01:04:15
I've been missing you hunny.

(((hugs)))
- - idontknowwhy
  - 2008-02-16 @ 00:10:49
  hey you too, been thinking about you a lot xx
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- deleted user (Visitor)
- 2008-02-12 @ 02:15:18
Welcome back x
- - idontknowwhy
  - 2008-02-16 @ 00:11:12
  cheers honey xx
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- Mrs_F
- 2008-02-12 @ 07:12:38
Hi missed you too.

Glad you are ok.

You are NOT the fattest woman, I am.

X
- - deleted user (Visitor)
  - 2008-02-12 @ 08:53:01
  OH MY GOD
  
  Is that a joke?
  
  YOU are nowhere near being fat!!!!
  
  *faints from shock*
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- - idontknowwhy
  - 2008-02-16 @ 00:11:46
  mrs f how dare you i have seen your sexy body xx
  - - Mrs_F
    - 2008-02-16 @ 07:13:17
    BOL, Well I was wearing a black outfit when we all met up and to be fair black is very flattering/slimming, but Christmas AND New Year has happened since then and I have expanded somewhat .........
    
    XX
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- deleted user (Visitor)
- 2008-02-12 @ 08:56:00
Hey there you.

Take all the time in the world that you need in order to clear your head. I think we all need a break from the intensity of this place once in a while

{{hugs}}

Oh and you're not the fattest woman alive either! x
- - idontknowwhy
  - 2008-02-16 @ 00:13:13
  i suppose i saw that half tonne woman thing ...it allowed me to eat crisps and feel happy lol
  
  i have just had to shut myself off from the world for a bit xx
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- Chyna_Doll
- 2008-02-12 @ 09:20:39
I wondered where you got to. I was looking at my Friends List the other day and realised you hadn't posted for a bit.
- - idontknowwhy
  - 2008-02-16 @ 00:13:49
  it's cos for christmas i got really big mittens lol xx
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- faffajane ^Pro
- http://faffajane.blog.co.uk/
- 2008-02-12 @ 09:48:58
Been missing you hun, take care of yourself now and sending you big hugs your way
- - idontknowwhy
  - 2008-02-16 @ 00:14:21
  ooh big hugs i like them ...back at you honey xx
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- Sapphire_Night
- 2008-02-12 @ 19:07:43
OH MY GOD, IT'S YOU!

*Faints from shock*

You have completely disappeared off the face of the earth lady. Have you changed your number as well? I was going to ask shy guy what had happened to you as he sent me a few messages on facebook. xxxxxx
- - idontknowwhy
  - 2008-02-16 @ 00:15:21
  have phone off a lot. i got a spare number too as mikes psycho girlfriend called me xx
  - - Sapphire_Night
    - 2008-02-16 @ 13:28:08
    Email me your number girlie, I haven't spoken to you for an age. Ex's girlfriends can be a bit psycho but they calm down if they know you are not a threat. Well either that or they give you a guilt trip so you won't steal their man!
    
    xxx
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- soyunperdedor ^Pro
- http://soyunperdedor.blog.co.uk
- 2008-02-12 @ 19:55:32
Hurrah.

Missed you muchly.

xxx
- - idontknowwhy
  - 2008-02-16 @ 00:15:57
  hey you, i still have my camera to develop how shit am i
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- AndrewsBlog
- 2008-02-13 @ 07:30:19
Hi,

Missed you but then I aint been here much either.
- - idontknowwhy
  - 2008-02-16 @ 00:16:37
  is it not as exciting when you are the real you xx
  - - AndrewsBlog
    - 2008-02-20 @ 00:11:40
    Hmm, I think so too
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- deleted user (Visitor)
- 2008-02-13 @ 14:00:22
Hey!

its the first time i've been on since december too!!
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