a little bit of me

Well I'm back from that london, I'm really tired but what a laugh I have had.

I still enjoy doing the touristy bits, London always fills me with awe, it's so big and enveloping you can't help but feel moved by it.

The zoo was really cool, i haven't been to one since I was about 7 so i felt like a small child squealing with excitement about seeing monkeys and girafes. I have some cool snaps but too much of an effort tonight.

We stayed in a travel lodge in covent garden, on drury lane. The location was fab and the staff were really lovely. I didn't find the muffin man who lives on drury lane but i did meet a lovely muffin lady in jenniebaby It was nice having the opportunity to meet up in the day time at the zoo.

The night did not disappoint one bit, it was brilliant to catch up with everyone, and meet some new folks. Drinks were certainly flowing but so was the conversation, it's strange a few hours with blog people and you feel like you have known them a lifetime. I obviously got wasted and by the end of the night was a bit of a sight for sore eyes chatting to random people, dancing like a fool,getting a stamp for a club put on my forehead, and kissing everyone on the street on the cheek. (apparently i should have been mugged and stabbed 30 times )

So there's things in a nutshell, i'm sure there is more but my brain won't work now it is tired and pickled

Just want to say a big thanks to everyone who went last night, and thanks to nici and her partner for walking soy and me back to the hotel, we would have gotten so lost otherwise!

London this weekend baby YEAH! I haven't been in ages so it should be rather good. Knowing what soy and I are like there is bound to be ample mischief to keep us amused!

I saw my brother yesterday and he is up for me visiting him at christmas, Once he is settled in there i shall start hounding him so I can plan the trip WOOOOOOO I may have to do the whole family bit christmas day but if i know i am off on holiday boxing day it will get me through it! New year in korea is going to be pretty amazing anyway.

My little brother is off travelling again, well "working" teaching english in south korea.
So all those that said don't blow my savings I thank you as i may blow them in december

Christmas is just plain rubbish now, I have to trundle off to my dads who inevitabley makes me feel like shit, then come home to my mum and gran. Gran going on about my grandad not being there. ( I miss him to but it bloody ruins christmas) Phil comes and goes not feeling an obligation to anyone. I end up feeling like I must keep christmas alive ( I am a secret small child) I get excited and bop about but I end up being sucked dry and ultimately by christmas night I either go off to cry or sleeep, or both!

SO I want to go out and see my brother, he hasn't gone yet like, I'm going to ask him tomorrow what he thinks. If he says yes I'll let him get settled out there for a few weeks so he knows where places are then book some tickets.

I have spoken to my mum about it and she's not apposed she just doesn't want me to leave her with gran, so if it happens I can go on boxing day if i'm guilted into staying for christmas. Personally i'd go for the whole bloody holidays! It also means no shitty new year in a dingy hull pub or a crappy house party where everyone is pregnant - the joy!

I just had a flash back to my dream last night.

I dreamt I went to the garage to buy chocolate and i found a big bar of that milka stuff, you know the one with purple wrapping, then i got to the till and it wouldn't take my card, i kept pulling out different bank cards and non of them were right, in the end I had to give her a twenty pound note.

RANDOM!

I wonder how many Community Support Officers watch those Microsoft adverts and secretly think:

"...I wish I was a P.C."

My mate hates spiky plants and yesterday he sat on one.
Absolutely cactus pants.

the devils work

I have been regularly attacked by eight legged beasties recently, I figured this was to do with the time of year but also maybe to do with the 6 inches of dust covering my room. SO I had a clean up removed my washing off the floor, and the rest. My room is now nice and clean, the musty smell has gone and it actually looks nice for a change.

the thing is ....

I HATE IT

My mess is like a barrier, shouting out leave me alone this is my space! I know where everything is (the floor) and it is like my own little nest of me.

Now it's tidy i feel like someone has stolen my soul!

People who know me will find my messy filthyness funny, I have such issues with other peoples filth and disease. I take my own duvet cover and pillow cases to hotels. I can't stand public transport. When i was on the tube in london i was convinced someone was going to release anthrax or small pox! I smell glasses before i use them. I am in effect a complete fruit loop!

but my mess is mine, my own ....... my precious!

Man I haven't written a post in a while. I keep meaning to but then my brain wanders and I start thinking about something else.

Erm what have i been up to I had a rather fantastic night out with the uni lot, we went around a nearby town with lots of pubs and stuff. It's always a giggle with the girls and an all day bender every now and again is just what the dr order ( well not really, given the kidney damage ) It got to late in the evening and one was feeling rather amorous so i launched myself at a 25 year old who was chatting to me, To be honest I just needed to feel good about myself and it was the quickest and easiest solution

Then I had a jolly out to yorkshire sculpture park with soy last week. I picked her up and we had a drinking session the night before, reclaiming our youth by listening to hits of the 90's. I am actually quite suprised we made it up the next day, let alone went on a trek for miles up a hill past some rather dodgy "art" I don't think I get sculpture. I love art even abstract art I can embrace, but I'm not a lover of modern art, the whole unmade bed crap. so when i saw giant metal blobs called untitled I wasn't exactly filled with entusiasm. Nor was I when after walking forever we found a big metal cage that allows you to "see life from a different perspective" - what as a bloody convict! And Maybe it was inappropriate to curl up as a ball next to the concrete blobs on the grass but i was making art interactive

I have worked my way through series 1 to 3 of bones and series 1 to 4 of johnathan creek but still haven't opened a book to start my dissertation. I must get motivated.

Today I decided to leave the house and stroll into the village I got 5 mins down the snicket when a pigeon decided to shit all down me, covering both my arms. I had to go home to have a second shower, I gagged all the way home. I swear I could feel the fuckers body temperature all warm and wet on me. How anyone sees this as lucky is beyond me. Needless to say i bought two lottery tickets and two scratch cards

SO I'm off out tonight with another couple of uni buds, I love having time off when you have plans