My little brother is off travelling again, well "working" teaching english in south korea.
So all those that said don't blow my savings I thank you as i may blow them in december :)

Christmas is just plain rubbish now, I have to trundle off to my dads who inevitabley makes me feel like shit, then come home to my mum and gran. Gran going on about my grandad not being there. ( I miss him to but it bloody ruins christmas) Phil comes and goes not feeling an obligation to anyone. I end up feeling like I must keep christmas alive ( I am a secret small child) I get excited and bop about but I end up being sucked dry and ultimately by christmas night I either go off to cry or sleeep, or both!

SO I want to go out and see my brother, he hasn't gone yet like, I'm going to ask him tomorrow what he thinks. If he says yes I'll let him get settled out there for a few weeks so he knows where places are then book some tickets.

I have spoken to my mum about it and she's not apposed she just doesn't want me to leave her with gran, so if it happens I can go on boxing day if i'm guilted into staying for christmas. Personally i'd go for the whole bloody holidays! It also means no shitty new year in a dingy hull pub or a crappy house party where everyone is pregnant - the joy!